I'm worried about Hannah

OK so I'm starting to really worry about Hannah and it is affecting my personality. Her glucose is running extremely high and we have her under our thumb getting insulin in her. She woke up with it over 300 this morning. We have only had one reading below 300 in the last 4 days a couple over 600 and several between 300-600. What the hell is going on? It has always been a struggle getting her to take her insulin but the glucose never got this out of control. Makes me wonder if something else is going on. I am so stressed about this and what Best Buy did to my checking account that I want to scream. I really want to curl up in a fetal position and sleep for a month. Oh well, can't do that, drinking won't help, I don't smoke or do drugs so I guess I will pray.

I'm tired

So I am trying to put in 50 hours a week but this morning when I woke up at 4:00am I had the shakes, I just couldn't do it. I arrived here at 6:30am. Oh well. Tommy ran the half marathon yesterday in the Flying Pig for his sister.
He is growing into quite a wonderful young man..

One more night at Children's

Here I am for one more night at Children's. I told Tom I am very close to curling up in a fetal position. I can't take it one more day. She is much better and I will continue to give her IV antibiotics at home. I really should go back to school and become a nurse.

While Hannah was receiving a massage, they discovered an odd looking mole so we need to get that checked out. Just one more thing to worry about. I'm sure it will be fine. If not, we will just deal with it and put it in God's hands.

Here we are at Children's

I haven't posted anything for awhile. Let's see, I had neck surgery in January for a ruptured disc. I woke up on November 7th and it felt like I stuck my arm in fire. The worst pain I have ever had in my life. Worse than "birthin" babies. Turns out it was a pinched nerve caused by the ruptured disc. Been in a neck brace since 1/14 but I am slowly weaning off. Can't go back to work for another 2 weeks.

Hannah after having a fairly uneventful 2009 is now at Children's with an intestinal blockage and IV antibiotics. Might as well clean out everything while we are here. After the hell of 2009, I was hoping 2010 would be better. It can only get better from here:)